Sometimes I don't understand the why and the how in life
I only presume that it is how life's supposed to be
But when I am abound to be alone
Loneliness creeping in inside me
I can't help myself but ASK
Why it seems they are getting away?
Or is it me that's slipping away?
How come it seems to end this way?
Six years ago they've promised me
A life support and full of love
Years gone by, they seem to be a passer-by
What went wrong along the way?
I was lost and till now still seeking
For answers not sure if worth waiting
My heart is wounded then, now its a process
Of healing and mending but still broken
I looked up to them as I ought to be trusting
I shelled out my heart and soul
But when I got back to the hellenic doom
Thought to have backbone but am losing 'em
It hurts deep inside to be puzzled and out
But I've to slip away the emotions
Maybe that's how it is suppose to be
My life wasn't perfect after all
I got hurt and wounded so deep
Yet I've learned to forgive
Forgive yes! forgetting is next to process
All this is like an express bullet train
They've come and go in my life
Now they're slipping away from sight
I don't know how and why
But they leave imprints of pain
In my heart I felt abandoned
In my soul I felt bewildered
It all seems all are slipping away
From my grasp, from my sight
Shall I be doomed to be alone
Leaving me as a wanderer
Belskhie
26/11/2012
12:45am
(For the people I thought would be with me no matter what but seems to be out of my sight and out of reach. I don't know what did I do or how it happen that I felt na iniiwasan nyo ako. It hurts when you ought to know they will be there pero wala pala. Much even worst when you can feel that they are slipping away or getting away from you no matter how you reach out to them and they leave you puzzled out and keep wandering what went wrong. Sometimes, its better to know they are mad at you; at least you know the reasons but anyway sometimes life is so mystified and you will caught yourself by surprise nlng. I entrust everything to God. I know this pains soon shall go away.)