Slipping Away...

Sometimes I don't understand the why and the how in life

I only presume that it is how life's supposed to be

 

But when I am abound to be alone

Loneliness creeping in inside me

 

I can't help myself but ASK

Why it seems they are getting away?

 

Or is it me that's slipping away?

How come it seems to end this way?

 

Six years ago they've promised me

A life support and full of love

 

Years gone by, they seem to be a passer-by

What went wrong along the way?

 

I was lost and till now still seeking

For answers not sure if worth waiting

 

My heart is wounded then, now its a process

Of healing and mending but still broken

 

I looked up to them as I ought to be trusting

I shelled out my heart and soul

 

But when I got back to the hellenic doom

Thought to have backbone but am losing 'em

 

It hurts deep inside to be puzzled and out

But I've to slip away the emotions

 

Maybe that's how it is suppose to be

My life wasn't perfect after all

 

I got hurt and wounded so deep

Yet I've learned to forgive

 

Forgive yes! forgetting is next to process

All this is like an express bullet train

 

They've come and go in my life

Now they're slipping away from sight

 

I don't know how and why

But they leave imprints of pain

 

In my heart I felt abandoned

In my soul I felt bewildered

 

It all seems all are slipping away

From my grasp, from my sight

 

Shall I be doomed to be alone

Leaving me as a wanderer



Belskhie
26/11/2012
12:45am


(For the people I thought would be with me no matter what but seems to be out of my sight and out of reach. I don't know what did I do or how it happen that I felt na iniiwasan nyo ako. It hurts when you ought to know they will be there pero wala pala. Much even worst when you can feel that they are slipping away or getting away from you no matter how you reach out to them and they leave you puzzled out and keep wandering what went wrong. Sometimes, its better to know they are mad at you; at least you know the reasons but anyway sometimes life is so mystified and you will caught yourself by surprise nlng. I entrust everything to God. I know this pains soon shall go away.)