"Madinig ko lang ang matinis mong tawa at makita ang iyong kaaya-ayang ngiti, taglay na ang ksiyahang mananahan sa'kin kaibuturan. Ikaw ang saya sa bawat hirap at pait ng buhay, iginigiya mo ang puso kong lumbay sa tahanan nitong sisidlan ng matiwasay..."
Love u Tisay.. :) -- Ate Obelle ☺
"TISAY"
Isang ngalan na laging umuukilkil
Sa isipang lubos ang paghanga't pag-aalala
Masdan ka lamang'y
Napupuno na ng sigla
Bawat pintig ay umuusal ng dasal
Na sa bawat bukas natin'y
Isang masiglang ngiti
Ating magkasamang sasalubungin;
Para sa aking kapatid
Sa bawat minutong dadaan
Sa kailanma'y hahagkan't
Yayakapin ng buong
Pagmamahal
Na siyang buhay't lakas
Sa nanghihina nitong kalooban;
Hindi man maisatinig ang saloobin mo
Sa tingin at ngiti mo lamang
Sa bawat halik at yakap mo'y
Ramdam nitong puso
Ang buong lugod mong
Pagmamahal
Na sa hinagap'y
Hindi maikukumpara
Sa ano man yaman;
Tangan sa'kin kaibuturan
Ang lubos na pasasalamat
Ikaw'y tila ANGHEL
Na nagningning sa liwanag
Sa hardin ng aming buhay.
(Love you so much, Ate Hanzel)
♥ _0Belle_♥
♥♥♥ I wrote this poem for my sister, Hanzel, who is a special child since birth. She has a Cerebral Palsy but SHE was a heavensent angel from God to us. Just awhile ago, on this date of 30 June 2011, I felt so sicked and when I was about to give in to this pain, I saw her smiling. I heard her ever enthusiastic laughters. When I felt the pangs of all this health problems, she looked at me immensely, and heard her murmuring sounds. I felt so comforted by her! I couldn't help myself but look back at her again and ask myself --- what could be most painful to her yet she still manage to smile back at me. Once in every while, I can hear her cry. I can even saw her tears falling down her eyes. And I couldn't figure out what kind of pains she's suffering to made her cry. She couldn't utter her own pains while me I could say out loud. But she's still there, firmed and have that beautiful smile. Then, I only found myself wrap around her arms, crying deep inside me. Coz I couldn't do big things for her to cease her pains and sufferings. And my mind could think of is -- let me suffer for her coz I couldn't see her suffer more -- and I PRAY, in my silence, I ask for God's protection and graciously loving hands to always look after her all throughout our days together. All of my words wouldn't be suffice to represent my love and care. With our mother's passing, my world now stops at looking on them cos my sister and my brother taught me to be strong and constantly reminding me of my FAITH. I've just realized how my world moves -- IT's for them and IN HIM.
I am so grateful coz the most beautiful blessings I can ever have is THEM.
All of my love, Obelle ♥♥♥
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