☼ ~ n♥ wheRe ♀n §♀ght ~ ☼

I was living
as it should be
only to find out
too oblivious
for I have
loved you
tremendously

I ignored
the feelings
of losing
not only you
but merely
gotten myself
in wilderness

Now I can't bear
the pains
the longing
my mind is
disrupted
often wandering
why on earth

I loved
someone like
I shouldn't be
loving in
anyways I can
I loved without
thinkig thrice

You were my smiles
yet wryly grin
You were my voice
yet silence creep
You were my happiness
yet deeply aching
too much of crying

I found you
yet no where
beside me
I loved you
so distantly
I craved you
for one chance

One chance
of loving
One time
of togetherness
One lasting moment
of eternity
with you

even though
you were
no where
in sight..

‼ in such pain ‼