☼ 1 yr. and 7 mos. ☼

['Tis song is for my mama...

it just so happen that,

i had realized,

i haven't really moved on

when she passed away

a year and seven mos. ago

as of writing this article.

i terriby missed her!

her presence is my guiding light,

she is the one i looked up to.

and it hurts deeply

losing her at the wrong time.

i wasn't prepared

losing a mother.

i thought it will be easy

letting her go.

i thought i could be

like her - a strong woman.

i thought all this pains

will soon pass.

but i proved myself wrong

i haven't recovered yet.

and its so hard!

putting back all the pieces

were so hard even though

i received all the support

no one can ever bring back

the presence of a mother

like my mama.

i dunno how long will

it take me to really

recover from this

graved fated happening

in my life.

its too harsh

to accept

mama is really gone,

i wish this is all

but a bad dream.

dream that tortured me

every night, each day.

will someone tell me

to who will i entrust

my entire life?

who will hear my cry

and sincerely comforted me

with unconditional love?

i missed you so much, mama.

how i wish i could somehow

bring back the time...

i would hold on and

never let go of you...

i wanna hold ya hand

i wanna chase ya face

i wanna kiss ya

i wanna hug ya

i wanna feel ya

ya love... ya hugs...

ya kisses... ya comfort...

but its all gone now

how i wish a man on earth

could really talk to

an eternal man

how i wish a celfone signal

oould really reach

the ceiling of heaven.

wish...wishh...

hope...hope....

its against all odds,

i will face my days

without you here

by my side.

its painstakingly

hurting me...

i missed you, mama!]

L♥§!NG Y♥U

sometimes I cant find the words

to explain exactly how I feel cuz it deep, real deep

and I just hope you can see how deep it is,

by listenin to this song.......

now let me open up my heart and let you read

just what I wrote when you, had took the final steps of death

and left my heart broken in two, but you had to,

damn, I wish that I can have a talk with the eternal man,

I wish that you was here with me right now holding my hand,

I feel I cant go on and don't nobody understand,

it makes me wonder why, and if I have to die

why is this my biggest fear, I can only look above

and just let heaven wipe my tears....

CHORUS

cuz if I'm losin you and if I'm losing you

to who will I confide who will hear my cry

and if I'm losing you then will u see me thru

thru the day thru the nights

oh you've gone will u stay by my side

got on my knees this morning talking to the Lord, my father,

thanks for blessing me when the others didn't bother,

life goes on, got to stay strong, Ida done some wrong,

but Ida done some right too, cried some lonely nights too,

and in my heart nobody knows the pain I tends to hide it,

holdin back my tears I tends to fight it,

but its buildin up inside of me, this heavy load,

help me Lord before I explode, please take my soul......

CHORUS

see I don't know if I can say goodbye to yesterday,

cuz when you leave and go to heaven its so far away,

and I cant even stop to think to wipe my tears away,

but maybe he thought it was best for you to come and stay,

what can I say, just keep your peoples close to you,

so you can cherish every memory they stood thru,

and stood true, so if you meet that cross road,

then you could say, that you opened up your heart,

and just let heaven wipe your tears away......

CHORUS (X2)

and if I close my eyes at night

will I see you in heaven

and if the Lord takes my life

I hope I see you in heaven

just wipe the tears away before today

and when he comes be prepared

for a brighter daytake me away.......

CHORUS

I'm losing you (and i hope you could see

how deep it was by listening to the word of the song)

I'm losing you

when your far away, there's nothin I can say

but hope and pray, for a better day

and if there's a way, for you to stay

stay in my life ohh forever

I'm losing you ,

if I'm losing you

♥h an♥ng sarap...

"hagurin mo

haplusin mo

ganyan nga! sige lang

ituloy mo't para akong

hinehele sa alapaap

ulitin mo lang!

huwag kang titigil

huwag kang hihinto

diyan! ibaba mo

ayan! nakuha mo

oh! anong sarap!

mga mata ko'y napipikit

hay nakaraos din

sakit'y naparam

oh! anong sulit

aking binayad

isang masaheng

walang katulad"

[ito'y naisulat nuon sabado ng umaga pagkatapos ko magpamasahe sa mga bulag. naalala ko ang college days namin na puro ka-grinan... bwaahaahahha...

mam V... guys... i miss u...

i miss our ol' good days back then...]

sana napangiti ko man la'ang kau... jejeje... >",<

..sA IY♥ uMibig §i ak♥..

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Itong puso kong umiibig

Sa iyong pagdating

At sa yakap na kay tamis

Kung bakit sa iyo pa

Umikot ang mundo

Sagot'y di maapuhap

Ikaw lamang tinitibok

Nitong pusong

Lubhang masaya

Sa piling mong

Aking pinapangarap

Ano man pagdaanan

Laging ika'y nariyan

Tabi ko'y hindi iniwanan

Pinadama tanging pagmamahalan

Wala nang mahihiling pa

Sa bawat sandali ay

Makasama aking sinta

Habang ako'y nabubuhay

Tama o mali man

Ang isang tulad nito

Iniaalay kong taos puso

Kadalisayan ng pag-ibig ko

♥
MAHAL
♥
KITA
♥

☼ ~ n♥ wheRe ♀n §♀ght ~ ☼

I was living
as it should be
only to find out
too oblivious
for I have
loved you
tremendously

I ignored
the feelings
of losing
not only you
but merely
gotten myself
in wilderness

Now I can't bear
the pains
the longing
my mind is
disrupted
often wandering
why on earth

I loved
someone like
I shouldn't be
loving in
anyways I can
I loved without
thinkig thrice

You were my smiles
yet wryly grin
You were my voice
yet silence creep
You were my happiness
yet deeply aching
too much of crying

I found you
yet no where
beside me
I loved you
so distantly
I craved you
for one chance

One chance
of loving
One time
of togetherness
One lasting moment
of eternity
with you

even though
you were
no where
in sight..

‼ in such pain ‼

L♥ving §♥♫e♥Ne L↑kE Y♥u

♥ ♥ ♥

I don't know what really love is

I don't even know how was it

Absolutely, I just know for sure

Is that someone will be there

to love me, so I can love

I have been in love

I thought I was really

But I found out

There's more onto love

Someone never expected

To come in my life

And teaches me

Not what

Not how

But genuinely infinite

Acts of so called love

Never did I thought

To hold onto this

For so long

But it's a blessing

I cannot just give up

Let go upon my grasp

I've learned

Love is

Seeing the unseen

On the eyes of a stranger

Feeling the joy

Beneath those pains

Sharing the memories

Without tomorrow's worries

Living the days together

Like it's eternally forever

How I wish

In my heart

I hope

This is

My

Love Story

To last

A lifetime

♥ ♥ ♥

I love you

With all my ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ PAPA, hAppY FATHER's dAy ♥ ♥ ♥

♫R♫ sponsible family man ♥ ♥ ♥


♫O♫ bviously a cool father ♥ ♥ ♥


♫B♫ est Buddy, Ever ♥ ♥ ♥




E♫ nthusiastic & Energetic ♥ ♥ ♥




♫R♫ eadiness to support and help ♥ ♥ ♥





♫T♫ here's always YOU every step of the way ♥ ♥ ♥





♫PAPA♫ you'll always be the BEST father ♥ ♥ ♥

"What Makes a Father"

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He called it ... Father

♥ ♥ ♥ WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PAPA ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ TO ALL THE FATHER'S OUTTA THERE ♥

Happy Happy Father's Day!!!

We thank you for being there on our side

most especially thru thick and thin,

all thru the years . . .

of our happy - sad moments in life.

No one else could ever provide

a strong foundation that

we can always count on . . .

A Father could only give.

Take good care . . .

Alot more years spent

WITH YOU

~ of a blissful health

is our only prayer.

Love you, Father.

§☼me☼nE'§ aLwaY§ §AyInG g☼☼dBYE...

Intro: A-, E/G#, F#m7-, E/G#,
      A-, E/G#, F#m7-, E7sus,

A
 Why do people fall in love and then end up
     F#m7(9)-F#m7-F#m7(9)-E7sus
     cry-----ing
DM7                   F#m7(9)          F#m7
 Why do lovers walk away     from themselves
             C#m7
 When their hearts are breaking
D(9)                        E7sus       E7
 Why does lovin' sometimes never stay long
D(9)                         E7sus            E7
 Why does kissing this time mean  you'll be gone
DM7                 Bm7
 Why does gladness     become sadness
DM7           Bm7        E-E break
 Things that I   don't get.

Chorus
A                  E/G#,      F#m
 Someone's always sayin' goodbye
              F#m7          DM7
 I believe it hurts when we cry
          A/C#           Bm7      E7sus
 Don't we know parting's never so easy
A                  E/G#,     F#m
 And with all the achings inside
                 C#m7          DM7
 I believe some hearts will survive
        A/C#       Bm7             E7sus    (Intro)
 Tryin' hard to pretend that we're gonna be fine.

A
 I could never really love someone
             F#m7(9)-F#m7
    else but you
  F#m7(9)     E7sus      A
 (No      one else  but you)
                     F#m7(9)  F#m7
 I have never wanted anything else
       C#m7
 But a love so true
D(9)                         E7sus         E7
 But just like a dream that comes in the night
D(9)                      E7sus        E7
 In the morning you were out   of my sight
DM7                   Bm7
 Turned away from me,    sadly as I see
DM7          Bm7      E-E break
 Away from where I stand.

Repeat Chorus except last word

    (A)
 ...fine.

Ad lib: A-, E/G#, F#m-F#m7-
               Hoo...
       DM7-A/C#-Bm7-F.F.F break
       Yeah yeah    oh...

Repeat Chorus to fade using: Bb-, F/A, Gm-Gm7-EbM7-
                            Bb/D-Cm7-F7sus-
                            Bb-, F/A, Gm-Dm7-EbM7-
                            Bb/D-Cm7-F7sus-

♪ ∟♥ve Y♥u G♥♥dBye

♪♪♪ s♥metimes, even th♥ugh we l♥ve the pers♥n s♥ much. we tend t♥ say g♥♥dbye. It may l♥♥k like we didn't really l♥ve but ♥nly I kn♥w h♥w my l♥ve grew much deeper that I cann♥t h♥ld back the tears and t♥ore me t♥ br♥ken pieces when that expected end ♥f ♥ur l♥ve has been rendered and c♥me t♥ parting ways. It is the hardest and m♥st painful way ♥f l♥ving, t♥ say g♥♥dbye and pretend that everything will be fine, afterwards. L♥ving y♥u is ♥ne ♥f the m♥st significant and valuable m♥ment ♥f my life that will always have a special part in me, till f♥rever and eternity make us meet again. ♥nly I H♥pe, by that time, ♥ur l♥ve will always be meant t♥ last f♥r a lifetime. ♪♪♪

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, it's never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

♀♀♀ ∟♥Ve w!∟∟ ∟eAd y♂U baCk ♀♀♀

Saying goodbye
Is never an easy thing
But you never said
That you'd stay forever
So if you must go
Darling I'll set you free
But I know in time
That we'll be together
Ohhh
I wont try to stop you now from leaving
Cuz in my heart I know
Love will lead you back
Someday I just know that
Love will lead you back to my arms
Where you belong
Sure
Sure as stars are shining
One day you will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days
Our love will lead you back

One of these nights
We'll I'll hear your voice again
Your gonna say
How much u miss me
You'll walk out this door
But someday you'll walk back in
Darling I know I know this will be
Sometimes it takes
To find ur way back
Love will lead back
Someday I just no that
Love will lead u back to my arms where u belong
Sure
Sure as stars are shining
One day u will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days our love will lead you back

But I wont try to stop u now from leaving
Coz in my heart I know
Love will lead u back
Someday I no that
Love will lead u back to my arms
Where u belong
Sure
Sure as starts are shining
One day u will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days our
Love will lead u back

Repeat chorus

"Love is...believing that no matter how far you are from each other, deep inside you, you know that love will never slipped away. The person you love is all you've got to live for. If in time, parting time will come, know the worth of keeping it or love just have to let go? Sometimes, setting free is the best kindest thing we could give to our love. We could only hope that one day, love will still spark and lead us back to where we really belong ~ To the one we love, that we've dreamt of living the rest of our lives."